Today I celebrate four months clean and sober. “Jesus loves me, this I know, for the Bible tells me so.” That simple children’s song has become living truth for me. Not only does the Bible tell me so—Jesus Himself has kept telling me, over and over, in my inner healing session and through His letters. His voice has been steady, patient, and kind while I’ve been learning to believe it again. There has been so much progress since my last post. One of the clearest pictures Jesus gave me was of red flowers with pure white in the middle. I still cannot find them anywhere on the internet. They were perfect and beautiful. He showed me they mean that He covers me in His blood and wraps me in His own purity. Scarlet covered by white. My past, my pain, my failures—washed and held by Him. “Though your sins are like scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they are red like crimson, they shall become like wool.” — Isaiah 1:18 “And they have washed their robes and made them white in the bloo...